Before, I hardly considered myself a blogger. I just thought that I want to be a blogger, and was just starting to be one. Thanks to Princessa of course.

Now, I don’t feel that I’m any closer to being a blogger at all. I rarely update, and when I do, I don’t think I’m contributing much. When I first started this, I thought it would be just writing whatever I want to write. But eventually, especially after reading other blogs, I realized that casual writing wouldn’t be enough.

There’s a lot of bloggers out there who are actually making a difference. Sharing not just their experiences, but knowledge as well. That’s what I am aiming to do. It’s just that I have a lot of things in my head right now, and it’s very inconvenient to write with my slow internet connections and all those seemingly shallow reasons, but everything piles up to me updating just every now and then.

I’m not giving up though. This is just a minor setback. I will resume to my usual daily updates, and by then I’ll make sure that I would be writing something of consequence more often. Until then, I’ll be grateful to the few people who still manages to visit my blog with their busy schedules.

I hope that time comes soon. I miss blogging!

Something utterly depressing and infuriating happened to me lately. Someone was messing up with my email, and using (after a lot of machinations) my own words against me.

I don’t want to divulge everything yet, because I still need to know who’s doing it, but I’ll tell you this much. Someone opened my email account, went through my emails, and created a vicious story about me to ruin my name in front of a best friend of mine.

Thing is, the intention was not just to ruin my reputation, but to turn me against my other best friend at the same time. I was shocked and I felt so wronged when I found out about it. Here I am, trying my best to keep my friends then someone, will just butt in and create trouble for me. I’m just living my life. Actually, I’m trying to fix it. Somebody please, give me a break!

I still don’t know who’s doing it. But my friends are all doing their part to find out who it is. I think it can be done by locating the IP address of the email account that this person used. There’s no way I’m gonna let this pass. Because until I find out who’s doing this, I will continue to have doubts about my friends and the people close to me.

This is a deceit I will never ever be able to tolerate. Definitely, when I find out who’s doing this, I will file a lawsuit against that person.

I don’t know if I’m just being bratty, but I think my sentiments are all well justified. The peso is continuously gaining strength against foreign currency, yet I don’t see any difference.

Traffic is still impossible, public transpo is so jammed, you’ll keep on asking yourself why you even left your house to begin with, the air in the city seems to be giving me a hard time to breath, and the dust keeps on dirtying my feet! Ugh!

There’s still a lot of issues in the Government, public seems to be preoccupied on trying to live every single day that it doesn’t have the gal to protest anymore. There are some protesters, but I myself are doubting their intentions.

I don’t even know what I’m still doing here. If not for my family, I have bailed a long time ago I think. Although, if I think of it, I really like the culture here. Except for the foul realities that constantly nags at me every waking day.